i am currently in the office today having some preparations for our upcoming event on Monday. And i'm quite surprised coz I've reALIZEd that I no longer give time to my blog...which makes me think that I should have to...and that people like seems to enjoy writing in their blogs.

Live life to the fullest as they say
But why can’t I?
How differ is yours with mine?
What’s with you that I don’t have?

It's good to act mature
It's best to play like a kid

It's good to be alone sometimes
It's best to be surrounded by people you love

It's good to cry sometimes
It's best to laugh

It's good to be sentimental
It's best to be happy always

It's good to voice out
It's not best to become a habit

It's good to critize
It's best to look at yourself

It's good to free yourself
It's best to read books


It's not good to forget yourself
It's better if you work
It's best to take a rest

It's not good to get mad
It's best if you smile

It's good to recognize your faults
It's best to focus on your strengths

It's not good if you blame
It's best to take responsibility

my pictures 

why do we need to get hurt?
for us to learn
experience the other side of life
can’t calm yourself
you look for an outlet
can’t be satisfied
try everything as much as possible
check for others
share sentiments
talk about it

there's a feeling of emptiness
can't focus and stucked
keep thinking the whys and hows
people around got hooked
don't know how to escape


Life is a matter of choice
Wherein suffering and happiness are optional
silly things, silly actions
it can be the right or the wrong one
Compromises and discipline will put into test
But it will lead you to where you’d wanted

***I’m not into poems, hate to read one, and don’t appreciate it at all, whoever the author is,
but I realized it’s a good start, to put what you feel into letters and in words.

your medium to release what you feel, tension, anger, depression, love and a lot more.

Composing poems now is now one of my hobbies, it gives me great feeling of contentment and satisfaction. Enormous emotions, coming out as i continually do and create. As I see the results, i learn to discover that i can do more and better. Aiming for more and higher, dreams, dreAms, dreams...
It's a feeling that i dont want to be stopped, enhance and not to disrupt. Continue and develop because it leads to fulfillment and gives me leverage.

why do we need to get hurt?
for us to learn
experience the other side of life
can’t calm yourself
you look for an outlet
can’t be satisfied
try everything as much as possible
check for others
share sentiments
talk about it

there's a feeling of emptiness
can't focus and stucked
keep thinking the whys and hows
people around got hooked
don't know how to escape


Life is a matter of choice
Wherein suffering and happiness are optional
silly things, silly actions
it can be the right or the wrong one
Compromises and discipline will put into test
But it will lead you to where you’d wanted

***I’m not into poems, hate to read one, and don’t appreciate it at all, whoever the author is,
but I realized it’s a good start, to put what you feel into letters and in words.

your medium to release what you feel, tension, anger, depression, love and a lot more.

Composing poems now is now one of my hobbies, it gives me great feeling of contentment and satisfaction. Enormous emotions, coming out as i continually do and create. As I see the results, i learn to discover that i can do more and better. Aiming for more and higher, dreams, dreAms, dreams...
It's a feeling that i dont want to be stopped, enhance and not to disrupt. Continue and develop because it leads to fulfillment and gives me leverage.

Why there are things that it so hard to understand?
It will just happen and come out when you’ve least expected it
Things will just pop up and will cause you to be depressed.
The bad thing is, it’s a feeling that won’t go away fast
Whether you like it or not, it will affect what you currently does.
.
You are feeling great and everything goes right.
Peak of love and nonstop exchange of sweet nothings
Tomorrow is a joint project you’ve prepared for
Promise to treasure memories forever
Happy and elated, but you don’t know what lies ahead.

You’ve done everything and it seems not enough yet
Why do we need to suffer and feel the pain?
If this is a lesson, it is surely a lesson learned.
Just so hard to accept the fact that it has ended so soon.
Feels like you’re hanging and nowhere to go
Certainty is not certain at all

Love is mysterious
Love is magical
Love can cause a lot of pain
Love is deceiving
Love will make you go crazy

That’s what love is.

hehe..i missed my blog huh! i am quite busy today, actually i planned to take a leave last monday, unfortunately i wasn't able to since i have unfinished report last week...so i need to catch it up first thing on Monday (yesterday). So, i'll schedule my leave again on Monday , have my teeth cleaned and checked if i can still kiss..hehehee...i feel like doint it..hehhe..just kidding. Anyway, i'll be leaving in a moment.

another day of fun and learning!

i've just attended i mean i was in a training today together with my buddy. although, my part is more on admin side...i've enjoyed the company and the experience. I am really flattered since someone in the group had a crush on me (*wink). I really didn't expect it, since for i know it was just a joke...but i know it is true. Anyway, on the side again, is that of course i've learned again from the group, i can say that they are intelligent and you will really learn from them and their dynamic is very unique. they really are gifted, but i don't feel anything againstthem, it's just that...i was happy for them. One more thing also is that i've again proven that i can do anything i can and i can be like them if i really ha to...it's just a matter of really doing it.
till next time.